What is wrong with me??

To say that I have been stressed over the last six months is an understatement. But now that the wedding is over and things are calming down, I still have what I feel is an unhealthy level of anxiety. I am not unhappy. Actually, it’s the exact opposite. I feel like things are finally in order in my life. I am finally married to a wonderful man, have a beautiful daughter, a good home, a job that pays the bills….so what the hell is wrong with me? It’s strange. I feel like any little thing can send me over the edge. Small issues feel like the end of the world. It’s just not a good way to feel. I worry and stress and worry some more. Every.Single.Day.

I have had this feeling before. And it didn’t end up good. I let it go on too long and went into a full blown depression, missed a month of work, the whole deal.
I don’t want to go through that again. I guess its time to make a doctors appointment and get on some type of medication for a while. At least until I feel like I am balanced out again. I hate staying on that type of medication for extended periods of time, but something has to give here.

Sorry for the depressing post, but I had to get that out.